We had things to say
Disguised
uncomfortably sweetness
Never banalize the kissing smile
emoticon again.
We were gone and
I was not done,
Thinking I couldn't bare
Wanting to be with you
That night again.
That night
That I was wondering,
You were wondering about fucking zen stuff
Over added with your non pills taking
- The world was unaware.
Beware, I thought;
and dreamt that I couldn't say,
I woke up alive
in a mourning date intuition's
a part of mine that never fails
(witch! witch!)
You were on my mind and I was
seeking for reaching you and
reassure I'd not give up that easy on you, xuxu.
I coudn't grab you in the air.
I was stuck on the floor screaming
Desperately for the ground to open
so I can reach you before you hit
some black hole and die
permanently.
As if you could be saved by a late me.
As I could save myself from your act.
I couldn't, in fact.
And I actually acted like a crazy one
who kept seeking for something surely will
remain unknown;
I dig every fucking hole,
Every single one,
And when the time came I read what
we had spoken since the beggining of our world
How could we truly love someone we never met
Laughs, family, trash, feelings, sharing
We cared
I know I could have told you you were
someway already part of me
You could have been more honest
with less jokes included
We disguised;
I wished you good luck
You kind of said goodbye.
Bye bye baby.
Sleep tight.
Now there's no monsters and
you don't have to hide.
I told you I'd love to take care of you,
and I will if you don't mind.
Remember best silence dawn is from Tuesday to Wednesday?
When I'm woke up at this time
I'll light a joint with you in mind
believing when you told me that night
that you were really enlighten.
You asked me what absence was.
I asked you if in fact absence existed.
Empirically I can tell you there's no such thing as absence.
You're still alive
But invisibly.
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